There’s a cycle I go through where I fall into a hole. Where the proper move is to climb up but what I do is I dig a deeper hole. I dig and dig and dig, until I hit that rock. Rock bottom, that’s what people call it; and then I dig some more. So, … Continue reading Cycles
Cellphone Photography, yes or no?
I’m a photography hobbyist (@kahyehm) who’s also a 4th year med student. Since I cant carry a big camera with me wherever I go (things might get lost and ITS HEAVY, i dont have a car) I use my phone for everyday photos. (Follow @kmcasilphotography <you know, if you want to>) A question just pops … Continue reading Cellphone Photography, yes or no?
Site revamping (is that even a word?)
So, I'm planning on making this site alive again. My dad bought me a camera. I badly need an outlet/therapy kind of thing. I'm going to delete a few posts and look for a better theme. My head's kind of on a block now but I'll just wing it, I'm going for Photography/travel/life site kind … Continue reading Site revamping (is that even a word?)
the past few weeks have been incredibly hard for me... i don't know if i should really narrate it here, maybe i wont. I just want to write down everything I'm thinking about rn, which is really nothing but "semicolon", yes the punctuation. i keep thinking that after i fix the things that are happening … Continue reading Semicolon
Some stuff you realize at 2:36 AM on a Saturday (post TGIF)
i just realized that the "whatever" that was holding my heart for a long time is gone now. in fact I'm finding it hard to remember how that felt. like all my posts lately (which i wouldnt call lately actually) im going to post this as is, the way i thought about while writing it, … Continue reading Some stuff you realize at 2:36 AM on a Saturday (post TGIF)
4 hrs before my plating exams
i dont know what this is, if you wanna make a meaning out of this, this a raw post of what im thinking about right now, 4 hrs before a plating that i studied for but not as hard as i can... it started 2 days ago, the Baccalaureate Mass for the graduating class of … Continue reading 4 hrs before my plating exams
When you try to be there for someone always... but the moment you need someone... no ones there...
I don’t want to die but I’m not keen on living either.
being someone who just got out of depression, i totally get it… but what I never got was the desire to take ones life, it has nothing to do with being Catholic like most people think, but I think I just have so much respect for life and a little about how I’m a medical student and a psychology graduate, you know how I kind of have an idea how great the mind and the body is, who it on its own is a form of miracle, and though I might feel sad, or before DEPRESSED, I thought about it, yes, but I never stayed there you know, thinking I’d kill myself, it was always just in passing… the answer was always a big NO even before i thought of asking it…
Nonetheless, depression is a very real thing, not everyone is like me… so if you think anyone is undergoing depression, you must do what you can to help 🙂
I remember being young and naive and not having an understanding of why anyone would ever want to take their own life. I remember when my father took his own life I would lie in bed at night wondering how someone could reach the point of throwing the towel in with life. I would wonder what the very last thing he thought about was. Did he think about me and my siblings and my mother? This kept me awake at night for months on end. It wasn’t until I reached a certain point with depression that I understood truly what it feels like. Too often people say that suicide is selfish but if you ask anyone who survived a suicide attempt, myself included, regardless of the wonderful things I had in my life. Regardless of the loving family that surrounded me and the supportive friends I had, none of that…
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I Am Grateful For The Internet
I think we all are >interesting read