I've always wondered what it would've been like if I didn't grow up with this family. I don't know. If things were different, would I be different? Would I still be scared to move forward in a relationship, always be the one to step back until he pulls me in? Then, when I do get … Continue reading


about faith

" maybe the presence I felt before was gone because it was not real" It is when I questioned my belief in you that I started working for myself because not believing in you means there'll be no miracles, life became a little bit easier when I stopped asking you for strength and muster it … Continue reading about faith

Question about alcohol + drunk story

When I watch American series like, Grey's Anatomy or New Girl or 2 Broke Girls or whatever they just drink brown drinks (you know Jack Daniels and the like) straight up without chasers... Is that normal? Because here, or in my case there's chasers like you know, juice or coke or whatever... I can never … Continue reading Question about alcohol + drunk story