Contemplating on the things ive learned these past few days…
My mind has been uncharacteristically clear, ive been able to see what ive been trying to hide from myself for a long time… and when youve realized youve wasted your time on a person that youve given si much effort and time to… it leaves you to think about what your perspectives in life are… even now im having flashbacks of what happened the past years and my golly have i been so blind. Its like having glasses now… i just dont jnow what to do with my new found eyesight though, do i continue to be useful or do i stop and make them realize they need me and theyve been treating me like shit?