When you try to be there for someone always… but the moment you need someone… no ones there…
So, I’m currently watching Grey’s Anatomy Season 6, Episode 7: Give Peace a Chance
The one where Derek operated on an inoperable tumor… just… come on!! BADASS
I just finished watching the one where they killed a patient when April Kepner forgot to check her airway which they said its the most basic thing they teach in Med School… well its not… ITS ONE OF…
Just, I’m speechless… I can’t I just can’t say anything else… Sorry
When I watch American series like, Grey’s Anatomy or New Girl or 2 Broke Girls or whatever they just drink brown drinks (you know Jack Daniels and the like) straight up without chasers… Is that normal?
Because here, or in my case there’s chasers like you know, juice or coke or whatever… I can never (except when I’m super drunk) drink brown drink straight up! except mixed… or beer… or wine… other types of alcohol (bourbon, vodka any other STRONG ONES) is just we call it here, “gumuguhit” like when you feel the alcohol traveling your GIT
That’s my question… is that normal??
PS story time!!
a few weeks ago, my friends and I got so drunk on a restobar near our school/dorms and I was talking animatedly with one of them and two of them was in the restroom without thinking I put isopropyl alcohol
(not my pic)
yes, with moisturizer…
anyway, I put like 2 not drops, pours of alcohol on my friends drink until the friend I’m talking to stopped me and I realized what I’m doing and we told my friend who went to the restroom to not drink it… and because we were super drunk… one thing led to the other… we drank it all… the four of us… not thinking about consequences… not thinking if we could get alcohol poisoning.
If you are wondering tho… it does not taste good, and its so fragrant that the smell makes you want to vomit it up… but it smells good… good, but makes you want to vomit it all… (yeah, I smell it now… I remember. NO)
another answer in case your wondering, AGAIN. the hangover was the worst… I don’t know if it was the alcohol (absolut vodka and the other mixed drink that we ordered which I forgot the name of and beer to wash it up) or alcohol (isopropyl with MOISTURIZER mixed to the mixed drink) :/ it lasted more that 24 hours HAHA!
Anyway, just a funny story I’d thought I’d share
I decided to give give myself therapy by writing whatever I want (what I’ve been doing for almost 3 years anyway…) because its been 2 days that I woke up crying because of bad dreams… yeah I know, I’m a 23 year old woman and I don’t need the feels right now… but you know… I’m still human
I don’t actually know whats wrong, except you know… the crying in the morning part… that’s always not good…
I don’t know what to write… maybe lately I’ve been feeling kind of alone… (there it is…) I’ve had people tell time and again that they care… but when the time comes that I need them… they’re just never there! When I’m feeling particularly dark and no one replies… I just tell myself not to be there, but when they need me, I can’t help but be there with the awful awful voice asking myself why… but then again, I don’t want people to feel what I feel when I’m alone, I don’t know if this is just something I say to bring myself up to you as a great person, but this is really what I think I do. Therefore, I don’t think I deserve being alone… and I don’t know what to do to remedy this…
I think I feel a little bit better, although, I didn’t know I felt that bad actually… its like when Harry removed the necklace Horcrux from his neck…
Has this ever happened to you? Woke up crying for no good reason?
PS: how optimistic am I? I remember during my dream… I kept thinking things are gonna get better, although it just gets from bad to worst as the dream went on… whats (I don’t know if bad or good… lets go with good) good about it though is that I know that I’m dreaming, its kind of a trait for me… I usually can tell myself to wake up… but not yesterday or today…
anyway, if you read this… thanks :)
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*photo not mine…
I’ve always wanted one…
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You’re in a desert, walking along in the sand, when all of a sudden you look down and see a tortoise. It’s crawling toward you… how do you train yourself to outrun it? I like to think you’d probably want a Fenix 2 from Garmin.
I’ve used Garmin running watches since their first, bulbous balls of GPS electronics were launched in the early 2000s. Now, after multiple generations and iterations, after the slimming down of most of the battery and a general improvement in GPS connectivity (plus a generous dollop of improved styling) we have reached the apex of the activity watch summit. The Fenix 2 is one of the coolest-looking sports watches you can get and, for once, it’s surprisingly accurate and very, very usable. And it looks like something the Borg would wear.
What does it do? Pretty much what you expect from a trail watch and a…
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being someone who just got out of depression, i totally get it… but what I never got was the desire to take ones life, it has nothing to do with being Catholic like most people think, but I think I just have so much respect for life and a little about how I’m a medical student and a psychology graduate, you know how I kind of have an idea how great the mind and the body is, who it on its own is a form of miracle, and though I might feel sad, or before DEPRESSED, I thought about it, yes, but I never stayed there you know, thinking I’d kill myself, it was always just in passing… the answer was always a big NO even before i thought of asking it…
Nonetheless, depression is a very real thing, not everyone is like me… so if you think anyone is undergoing depression, you must do what you can to help :)
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I remember being young and naive and not having an understanding of why anyone would ever want to take their own life. I remember when my father took his own life I would lie in bed at night wondering how someone could reach the point of throwing the towel in with life. I would wonder what the very last thing he thought about was. Did he think about me and my siblings and my mother? This kept me awake at night for months on end. It wasn’t until I reached a certain point with depression that I understood truly what it feels like. Too often people say that suicide is selfish but if you ask anyone who survived a suicide attempt, myself included, regardless of the wonderful things I had in my life. Regardless of the loving family that surrounded me and the supportive friends I had, none of that…
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is he gonna delete this, and make us all pissed at him? AGAIN
Originally posted on TechCrunch:
Take Flappy Bird, make the bird fly vertically and avoid swinging things, and you have Swing Copters, the next mobile game from Dong Nguyen. Because let’s burn more of our time on this earth with mindless games.
The game is expected to launch later this week on the 21st and will be an ad-supported free download — or $.99 for the ad-free version.
TouchArcade got an exclusive first look at the game, and while the graphics are of course underwhelming, the gameplay looks as maddening as Nguyen’s original hit. But now, instead of just avoiding stationary objects, players have to navigate around swinging objects as well.